So condescending, unnecessarily critical.

Part of this will be a rant.
About people. =]
Obviously.

Okay, so...
I've lost a couple friends and whatnot cos of a situation with my boyfriend [[part of it just being cos we're going out. but that's whatever]]. But that's alright, cos I feel so much better without them. I don't feel like I need to watch my steps. And I don't feel like I'm walking on thin ice anymore, and I'm not holding in my anger towards a certain somebody. =] If she reads this, she should know who she is, since I started yelling at her on Tuesday night.

But I hope she reads this.
Cos then she can see this:
I feel so much better now. =] People keep telling me that during lunch, you just call Nick a whore, and you complain about your life. You know.... It seems like I've taken this so much better than you have. Even though so much more people hate me now. =] But it's all good. Cos if they stop being my friend over such petty reasons, then they're not my friend. ^^
And if you're reading this: Caitlin, don't try to use the "Well, people talk shit about you behind your back all the time." cos I already know about that.

I'm drowning in satisfaction right now. I'm "married" to two of my best friends, five guys and a girl are "having my babies." lol. It's great.

Here's some ranting:
Okay, so Nick did something that I admit IS really stupid[[I'm not saying it in here. Send me a note asking me what it is, and I'll tell you]]. But whatever. You know? It's not horrible. And I know people are kinda mad at him for it, but... eh. Like... my cousin and his fiancee found out, and they were complete ASSHOLES towards him. Even after I explained. And I know it's not one of the smartest things for him to do, but that doesn't give them the right to treat him like that.
And people keep telling me that I've become more of a bitch since I started going out with Nick. Which is NOT true. I've always been this much of a bitch, but people only want to acknowledge that fact AFTER I start going out with him. What the hell?




But anyway,
Caitlin,
Seana and Vona wanna know if you're still going to the Halloween party at either their or Chelbi's place. I dunno if they asked you yet. I'm going, but you should still go. The family will be mostly together.




You want to stay but you know very well I want you gone. Not fit to fucking tread the ground I am walking on.